part5
by Fetish Review Blogstood for and another part of her yearned for his touch. “I guess opposites do
attract,” she thought. There were no two other people who were SO as different
from one another as she and Mac. His idea of a romantic evening usually was a
brutal verbal battle of wits, followed by a passionate make up session. She never
had to beg anything from anyone before she met him, especially for sex. Never had
she been so willing to be subjugated by a male through her own desire - like she
allowed herself to be with Mac. She wasn’t into BDSM or anything, but he knew all
the right buttons to push to bring her down to a totally submissive level. For
awhile, she had thought it was just a phase she was going through, but it wasn’t.
He overwhelmed her. He personified the arrogant, self-confident bad boy while she
played the “goody two shoes” role as if they were cast in a cheesy romance novel.
She often pictured herself as the rich catholic schoolgirl, with Mac as the boy
from the other side of the tracks.
A strange sound interrupted her brooding as she rounded the corner to her office.
For a second she thought she heard sobbing coming from Lydia’s office next to
hers. Apprehensively, she started to knock on the door, but before her knuckles
could rap on the big heavy door, she heard a conversation between Lydia and
presumably one of her students. It seemed a bit too early in the semester for
such a sobbing appeal to a professor.
“I just can’t do it,” sobbed the faceless girl.
“Listen,” said Lydia’s voice. “Sometimes, you just have to find your priorities.
It will all work out.”
“How do you do it? I mean live with the knowledge you’re not like other girls?”
“Well, I usually try to think of myself as normal because there is nothing
abnormal about me. It’s the people who would put me down for being different that
are abnormal. They have the problem and I don’t,” said Lydia, as she thought of
how much a hypocrite she was being. The poor girl needed advice though and damned
if she was going to allow the girl to make the same mistakes she had made at that
age. “Once you find happiness you should hold onto it,” she thought, as Kate’s
last words echoed in her mind. Their last goodbye kiss had lasted for hours as
they lounged in bed memorizing each other’s body with their lips, tongue and
hands. She couldn’t forget the beautiful image of Kate’s long, raven hair
whipping side to side with each spasm of pleasure that she had given her. There
had been nothing like it in the world for her before and there probably never
would be again.
“You’re right, you know,” the girl said, as she blotted the tears from her face
with a soiled tissue.
The girl noticed the caring in the soft eyes looking at her. It was that
tenderness that led her back to reality. She felt a warmth as she gradually
calmed down to her normal happy self. It was so kind of the doctor to talk to her
and to let her in on her secret. They both shared something very special.
“Someday, you will find happiness, Charlotte. And when you do, don’t let it slip
…End of the part5. To be continued..